HOLY CROSS SUNDAY
14th September
2014
“GOD SO LOVED THE WORLD”
Revd Andrew Bain
Readings:
Phil 2: 6-11 – Christ emptied himself,
taking the form of a slave...
John 3: 13-17 – God so loved the world...
A number of years ago
there was a great stushie about Mel Gibson’s film, “The Passion of the Christ”,
which majored on the horror of the Cross, the crucifixion itself and the
anguish and pain of it all. I have to confess I deliberately didn’t go to see
it. Partly because I haven’t forgiven Mel Gibson for “Braveheart”(that isn’t a Referendum
comment, by the way), but more seriously because his approach seemed both way
too much and not remotely enough.
I say “too much”
because showing us all that horror down to every gory detail misses the point,
and because the meaning of the Cross in fact transcends all that – it belongs
to everyone. If the Cross is only about the three hour anguish of the Man of
Galilee, then frankly in the scales of human suffering – when you think of the
anguish of families of hostages held by Islamic State under threat of
beheading, and the sufferings of refugees now so many across the Middle East
that they’ve stopped even telling us how many, and the Ebola virus claiming
countless lives, well how much can we say about three hours on a Cross?
I once saw the Mum of
a boy struggling with leukemia interviewed between the hymns on Songs of Praise
and she just told it like it was and said, “Don’t talk to me about the Cross,
I’ve been watching my son suffer for years.” So being overfocused on those
three hours both insults people’s pain and it sells them desperately short.
For God so loved the
world… And he loves the world so much that, like a true parent if you like, he
can take our anger, our crying out at the sheer unfairness of things. Christopher
Nolan, the Irish author who lived with cerebral palsy and died at the age of
forty-three, describes a moment where the young disabled boy, Joseph, through
whom he tells his own life story, has a moment of terrible despair and
he rails against God in the crucified Christ.
A friend has taken
him into Church. “What,” said Matthew, “Do you want to see the crucifix,
Joseph?” He wheeled him over and there hanging up on the wall was a lifesize
Christ crucified to a huge black cross. His pallid limp body sagged windswept
and dead. Crowned with thorns, his grey face was streaked by caked blood, his
wonderful eyes were turned vacantly upwards, his head fell backwards and his
veins were taut in his throat. But Joseph was not seeing the sadness of the
spectacle that day, his boy’s heart was broken and he knew who to blame. The
bright angry eyes of the rebellious boy looked up at the great crucifix and
swinging his left arm in a grand arc he made the two-finger sign at the dead
Christ. He told God what he thought of him. He was furious still.
For Joseph this
self-assertion before God is part of his spiritual journey, part of his growing
up in faith, as it needs to be for all of us. Joseph loves the God he sometimes
hates and that’s ok, and in the Eucharist he meets the crucified God in a
special way, just as he is. One of Joseph’s problems is opening his mouth to
receive the host when his uncontrolled reflexes keep his jaws jammed shut.
“Once, when Joseph was in difficulty, the priest came up with a bold idea of
his own – Hi Joseph, what were you doing in the Church yesterday? Were you
riflin’ the poor box?
Joseph was so
surprised by the accusation that his mouth fell open in astonishment. The
priest immediately returned to prayer as he placed communion on the boy’s tongue.
Such were Fr Flynn’s schemes, such his empathy that the boy became more and
more relaxed over the years.
And so you see
Joseph, no matter all the challenges he faces relaxing more and more into who
he is and who he is with God. Nolan writes: “Communion served to join the
silent boy with the silent God, and into his masked ear Joseph poured his
mental whisperings, begging blessings to be showered on his faithful friends.”
Just this week I
finished a book which is the most joyful stimulating response to the all
atheism that’s been so popular recently. Francis Spufford writes with passion
and nowhere more so than when he describes what’s happening on the Cross. “The
doors of Jesus’ heart are wedged open wide, and in rushes the whole
pestilential flood, the vile and roiling tide of human cruelties and failures
and secrets. Let me take that from you, he is saying. Give that to me instead.
Let me carry it. Let me be to blame instead. I am big enough. I am wide enough.
I am not what you were told. I am not your king or your judge. I am the Father
who longs for every last one of his children. I am the friend who will never
leave you. I am the light behind the darkness. I am the shining your shame
cannot extinguish. I am the ghost of love in the torture chamber. I am change
and hope. I am the refining fire. I am the door where you thought there was
only a wall. I am the earth that drinks up the bloodstain. I am gift without
cost. I am. I am. I am. Before the foundations of the world, I am.”
I love this image of
Jesus opening his heart universe wide to accept everything, for all of us for
all time. All those things we know about ourselves but can scarcely even name
to ourselves, our fears for a world of mind-numbing brutality, and even in this
week our hopes and aspirations and anxieties for our own country’s future.
Francis Spufford
makes the point. Our God isn’t born into some realm of timeless myth like the
Gods of the Norse or the Romans or the Greeks. Our God took flesh in the reign
of Caesar Augustus when Quirinius was governor of Syria, when everyone had to
be registered to be taxed (not a referendum, but a census); and he died on a
Cross when Pontius Pilate was Procurator of Judea. Our God comes in real time,
in the time of nations and peoples, in the time of their hopes and their
griefs. He comes in Joseph’s real time, the real time of a boy trapped in a
body that won’t do what he wants. He comes in your real time and mine. He
comes. And for you and for me, for Syria and Iraq, for Ukraine and Scotland,
for all times and all places with one message ever the same: God so loves the
world.
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